candacecampbell

Ive been having a hard time smiling all day. usually the rain makes me happy. thoughts of water on the windows make me feel like im trapped inside with no way out which sounds like a bad thing but it just forces me to wrap up in blankets and watch movies I havent seen in a long time. rainy movie days are the best.
 I think im going through carb withdrawls! I know this sounds redic. but seriously! I havent been eatting carbs for a few days due to me trying to look like I have a six pack for a set for zivity.com im shooting this week. I have two more days of my no carb life and all I can do is think of carbs. everything I want to eat is carbs. its rediculous!! I have a list of about 10 things that i am going to eat right after my shoot! haha
 I didnt realize it would be so hard. I feel bad for fat people! Ive never really had to worry about it and i really dont now but I wanted to see what if any difference it would make to lay off them for a few days. The shoots gonna be super cute and worth the sadness im experienceing now.
 that brings me to the question I have!
 is food connected to your emotions?? can it really effect your mood, what you eat or dont eat?? I mean I know if I ate fast food for a week Id feel miserable but what about less extreme situations like just eliminating a little bit of carbs?

on wednesday night IM GONNA EAT THE WORLD!